He says he can stop.I dont know what to believe but i know hes living a lie.I want to confess and tell him that i know everything but i cant. I have no idea why, my head is like going blank right now.And i seriously dont know what to do. Should i just leave it alone and see what will happen or just tell him? ugh. Hard hard hard HARD!Can this get even thougher then i have in mind. Oh please, try to give me some luck.I really miss him , actually more like HELLLLLLA. Number one on the list. We have been chatting ,but it doesnt do enough. I need more.Ohhhh.aha.